Internet's been out for a few days. I figured the server was down and my brother figured it was my fault. Turned out the router just needed to be restarted. Ha! Stick your foot in your mouth bro.
Called in sick today. I felt like I got kicked in the gut this morning. I'm better now, but it still sucks. Wonder what I ate.
I talked to Amy again last night. I miss her everyday. These last four months have been strange without her nearby. We'd been together for the last seven years so I got depressed when Christmas/New Years came around because she wasn't there and we always spent those moments together.
She asked me some advice about her boyfriend and it's hard to be unbiased in these situations. If I knew how much love could make you suffer, I might not have gone with it. But I can't turn my back on love. Though it causes pain, it's the most intense feeling that envelopes my soul. Now I'm rambling... I miss her.
Called in sick today. I felt like I got kicked in the gut this morning. I'm better now, but it still sucks. Wonder what I ate.
I talked to Amy again last night. I miss her everyday. These last four months have been strange without her nearby. We'd been together for the last seven years so I got depressed when Christmas/New Years came around because she wasn't there and we always spent those moments together.
She asked me some advice about her boyfriend and it's hard to be unbiased in these situations. If I knew how much love could make you suffer, I might not have gone with it. But I can't turn my back on love. Though it causes pain, it's the most intense feeling that envelopes my soul. Now I'm rambling... I miss her.
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yaaka:
I feel ya, man... though mine wasn't as long... I still got horribly attached... love is a motherfucker sometimes...
sadistic_glee:
Yup, dreams are strange things... but I find that they often tell me something about my subconscious thoughts and emotional state... well... at least those not influenced by music and radio ads... 