I've come to the conclusion...
...that this town isn't for me.
I just don't "fit" into the workings of this town. I've lived here for four years, at first it was for school, then it was until a certian event in my life was over while I worked and gained experience, then it was until I finished some prerequisite work till I hopefully get into graduate school. I've met some really good people here but I really don't have anything to keep me here and haven't seem to "find my nitch" in this town. I always seem to find myself being the odd one out, but that could be me or a lot of things. I can always sell my house, find another job, go to another school. All my family and close friends live far away. I barely get to see them... **sigh** I just hope I can hold together for the next three weeks.
...that this town isn't for me.
I just don't "fit" into the workings of this town. I've lived here for four years, at first it was for school, then it was until a certian event in my life was over while I worked and gained experience, then it was until I finished some prerequisite work till I hopefully get into graduate school. I've met some really good people here but I really don't have anything to keep me here and haven't seem to "find my nitch" in this town. I always seem to find myself being the odd one out, but that could be me or a lot of things. I can always sell my house, find another job, go to another school. All my family and close friends live far away. I barely get to see them... **sigh** I just hope I can hold together for the next three weeks.
tahliana:
ah doesnt sound too good dude... where would you think of going? what about travelling? o/s? live life a little 
lunna:
I don't like my town either but eh it works for now I spose.