Ok so my prediction for work today didn't happen. But I ran my ass off taking EKGs and learning the ins and outs of being an ER tech. I think I've reached the point to which I know what to do, I just have to start gaining experience by doing it.
I came home to a disturbing IM and an even more upsetting PM. A dear friend is going through some rough times. I hate this lost, can't do shit about it, feeling. It sucks. I'm the type of person who loves to be happy for his friends and be the only one suffering from the trials of life. My friends are so dear to me. It hurts deep to hear their life is in turmoil :-/
I should be studying.... Fuck it. I'll just drink coffee and relax. I'm working at the gym tomorrow. I'll just study while babysitting the members as they walk on treadmills/ ride exercise bikes.
Damn this coffee is good. Nothing like a French Press to make your night while watching CSI
In a random "High Fidelity" Moment Top Five all time Crow Breakups, in no particular order:
5) She breaks up with me because she wants a relationship with a woman. She got the V card, I got my first ever headfuck from a girl.
4) She moves in with me on a whim. One I still regret to this day. The scares from the verbal abuse I still trace at night in the shower. Too much too soon.
3) She was my best friend in college's roomate. We hook up one night and give it a shot. Two months later, she's shacking up with someone behind my back. I hear from it from my friend. I don't believe it till I see them together.
2) First girl I told I loved. Broke up with me over the phone three days before my birthday and a week before my conference meet. I lost ten lbs in one week and do terrible at my conference meet. Spend the rest of the semester in a depressed cycle; Eat, sleep, workout, go to class and studying.
and #1
1) Too much to say. I thought she was the one. Four years later I still find myself staring off into the distance catching my mind wandering. Slowly I find myself recovering. Sometimes at a crawl, some days better than others. She's now married with a kid. I'm slowly finding my place in this world.
I came home to a disturbing IM and an even more upsetting PM. A dear friend is going through some rough times. I hate this lost, can't do shit about it, feeling. It sucks. I'm the type of person who loves to be happy for his friends and be the only one suffering from the trials of life. My friends are so dear to me. It hurts deep to hear their life is in turmoil :-/
I should be studying.... Fuck it. I'll just drink coffee and relax. I'm working at the gym tomorrow. I'll just study while babysitting the members as they walk on treadmills/ ride exercise bikes.
Damn this coffee is good. Nothing like a French Press to make your night while watching CSI
In a random "High Fidelity" Moment Top Five all time Crow Breakups, in no particular order:
5) She breaks up with me because she wants a relationship with a woman. She got the V card, I got my first ever headfuck from a girl.
4) She moves in with me on a whim. One I still regret to this day. The scares from the verbal abuse I still trace at night in the shower. Too much too soon.
3) She was my best friend in college's roomate. We hook up one night and give it a shot. Two months later, she's shacking up with someone behind my back. I hear from it from my friend. I don't believe it till I see them together.
2) First girl I told I loved. Broke up with me over the phone three days before my birthday and a week before my conference meet. I lost ten lbs in one week and do terrible at my conference meet. Spend the rest of the semester in a depressed cycle; Eat, sleep, workout, go to class and studying.
and #1
1) Too much to say. I thought she was the one. Four years later I still find myself staring off into the distance catching my mind wandering. Slowly I find myself recovering. Sometimes at a crawl, some days better than others. She's now married with a kid. I'm slowly finding my place in this world.