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Sometimes the truth hurts...
Sometimes it hurts more than you think it will.
I wonder what would have happened if I just would have kept my mouth shut.
If I would have, she'd still be here. She'd still be sitting next to me on the couch.
Clicking around on her laptop, talking to people on here.
Sitting here hoping they'd announce her as the August contest winner.
I really wish she was here.
I still love her a lot.
She still loves me a lot.
But she hurt me a lot.
More than I ever thought she could ever hurt me.
In the end, I ended up hurting her more than I ever thought I could.
I just want her to walk back through the door.
I want to hold her and tell her everything will be alright.
I can't live with myself knowing where she is right now.