You know that relationship thing? Yeah, I'm pretty sure I fucked it up last night. Par for the course, with me, I guess. I get too analytical. I have a feeling she wants to explore "other options" too. In fact, she's on a date with someone else right now. Why would I bring it up? Because I thought about it and realized I didn't really care.
The idea that I loved her I think is because of the emotional shit we have been through together. So, it's a "friend love" that I think we're both mistaking for something else. I helped her through her problems with her last boyfriend. She helped me to recognize my problems in my distrusting women. We sat on the curb in the middle of the city and talked about everything under the stars all night. She pierced my friggin' ears with a safety pin in a public bathroom. So yeah...there's something there. But I don't think it's what either of us are looking for at the moment.
Then again, I have no idea what I'm looking for...emotionally, anyway.
The idea that I loved her I think is because of the emotional shit we have been through together. So, it's a "friend love" that I think we're both mistaking for something else. I helped her through her problems with her last boyfriend. She helped me to recognize my problems in my distrusting women. We sat on the curb in the middle of the city and talked about everything under the stars all night. She pierced my friggin' ears with a safety pin in a public bathroom. So yeah...there's something there. But I don't think it's what either of us are looking for at the moment.
Then again, I have no idea what I'm looking for...emotionally, anyway.
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panzermensch:
Started as "Mystic Knights of Oingo Boingo", changed to "Oingo Boingo" which lasted the longest, then just "Boingo". There may have been a period where they went by "Mystic Knights" but I can't remember off the top of my head.
panzermensch:
BTW Project Pitchfork ROX! Hey, you go to Luna?