i wish i could
stop being so sneakily mean around my boyfriend. i dont know why i do this, but it happens eventually in every relationship. its not at all that i dont love him, cuz i do , but my behavior has been horrible! no wonder he drinks into a stupor. it drives me crazy, and it drives me crazy that he puts up with it. i dunno if i secretly want him to leave me. sometimes i imagine that happening, and i know id be really upset and it'd be painful, but i know that i'd go on and be just fine. i suck
all i wanna do now that the weather has finnally changed, is walk down and lie by the pool all day. the sun is like a really good narcotic. it makes me dreamy. haha whatever that means
so thats the plan for this day off from school. i cant really drive my car cuz of some sort of bad oil situation. so maybe i'll walk to my hair dressers this afternoon?
have a good memorial day/ do the whole american cookout beer passout thing
stop being so sneakily mean around my boyfriend. i dont know why i do this, but it happens eventually in every relationship. its not at all that i dont love him, cuz i do , but my behavior has been horrible! no wonder he drinks into a stupor. it drives me crazy, and it drives me crazy that he puts up with it. i dunno if i secretly want him to leave me. sometimes i imagine that happening, and i know id be really upset and it'd be painful, but i know that i'd go on and be just fine. i suck
all i wanna do now that the weather has finnally changed, is walk down and lie by the pool all day. the sun is like a really good narcotic. it makes me dreamy. haha whatever that means
so thats the plan for this day off from school. i cant really drive my car cuz of some sort of bad oil situation. so maybe i'll walk to my hair dressers this afternoon?
have a good memorial day/ do the whole american cookout beer passout thing
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Go for the roots when you feel you've had enough. It's all there, and you likely deserve to be happy in the ways you just don't understand.
Good luck.