I hate having friends. I don't hate my friends, I just don't like having to have them. But I did come to some realizations about relationships this summer. I just can't get out of the funk of being the-insecure-friend. In real life or in my head. I don't know. And this whole girly-pursuit I am involved in doesn't help. I've never walked on so many eggshells. I really like this girl and I am trying to be careful with her. I'd like to see if I can get something of a lasting relationship with her. But right now I feel like I am just some guy to her.
Whatever. I blame it on the moon.
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Whatever. I blame it on the moon.
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![EL SUICIDO LOCO](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/lucha.214fe93ffdb9.gif)
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and you're so very right about a lot of things
Believe me, you will not be happy if you pretzel around someone else's fickleness. Just stay calm and take it from there.