II have many issues one of which is depression. I have struggled with suicide for 2 years tried once. Everyday is worse and struggle to find a reason to stay. Those of you who understand know how hard it is to keep going. It's fucking hard. When brightness disappears from your life and your only left with a flicker. My torch and strength come from my daughter. If not for her I would not try. It selfish and horrible to do to loved ones. But living like this isn't a life it is an absence of one. Past few days I have really struggled. Just thought I'd share my thoughts.
