crimsondeath

I just wanted to thank everyone for their kind words, in regards to my last post. Everything that was said really mean't a lot to me.

It's funny... Being someone that is as quiet and shy as myself, I've been dying to track down a photographer to shoot an SB style set for me. I've attempted to shoot a "test" set for myself, using a really shitty webcam... I wasn't too thrilled with the results, but I still have the urge to go out and do something a bit more Professional. And as long as I've been wanting to have a set taken, I couldn't ever picture a scene/ scenario worth shooting. So I sort of put the idea off onto the back burner and haven't really thought about it much lately.

And then last night, while I was dozing in and out of consciousness I had this very clear image pop into my mind. And the mere thought of it got my juices flowin'. I saw myself in a dimly lit warehouse, my wrists bound by a chain that suspended me from the ceiling. I started thinking about a variety of different poses, so I began to roughly sketch them all out. There are some where each wrist is bound by a chain connected to the wall behind. I'd be given just enough slack to be able to lean/ lunge off of the wall. One where I'd be on the ground, shackled with a collar of sorts that was tethered to the wall. Handcuffed and on my knees... etc... you get the idea.... I had this opening image where I'd be laying on the ground, fully clothed & unconscious, with a hammer laying on the ground beside me. And other than myself all you see is this long shadow being cast over my body. Everytime I think about it, I cant help but fuckin' smile...

Now I'm left with questions...

How do I go about finding a photographer??

Can I find someone to shoot the set and capture the look I'm going for??

Can I find a photographer who'd be willing to shoot a set that would involve a lot of bondage and would be set in a rather dark atmosphere??

Can I find a location to suite my needs that would allow me access for a shoot??