crimsondeath

For anyone who cares, heres a brief overview of this past week....

My last day of work was this past Thursday and the entire time I was there no one ever showed any real appreciation. Other than the occassional "nice job", no one ever seemed to realize the hard work that I'd put in. And then we had our store meeting and the store manager said something about me leaving and how the warehouse was going to be in trouble and I got a standing ovation from my co-workers. And then my fellow stock monkeys threw me a pizza party... It's funny, it takes leaving to see that what you do is appreciated...

But onto the important aspect of my days...
I've been spending every possible moment with Beth trying to savor the time we have, trying to keep the sadness from creeping up on me. But it's hard to even think a sad thought when shes near, because she is so incredible. I spend everyday being amazed by something else, always learning something new. Always seeing another beautiful side to her already beautiful self. I'm not sure what I've done to deserve someone quite like this, but I consider myself lucky everyday that I open my eyes to a new day. I dont know why someone like myself gets the priviledge of falling in love, let alone falling in love with the same person everyday... But I'm thankful and I feel I owe Missy something, because none of this would be happening if not for SG...

Feels good... Looks good... Sounds good... Looks good... Feels good too...