DEAD TO THE WORLD...
DEAD INSIDE...
DEAD INSIDE...
laputa64:
*sigh* you are going to make me depressed.
I must say, this past week was pretty great...
I'll spare the details, but you cant go wrong when;
you get to screw over your, asshole, boss by going on vacation during the busiest retail weekend of the year (especially when it's against company guidelines... darn) and spend it with your girlie... We got to celebrate our 6 mos. together and gorge on a homemade...
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I'll spare the details, but you cant go wrong when;
you get to screw over your, asshole, boss by going on vacation during the busiest retail weekend of the year (especially when it's against company guidelines... darn) and spend it with your girlie... We got to celebrate our 6 mos. together and gorge on a homemade...
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_sarah_:
That sounds great! SGChicago tries to get together every so often. Let us know the next time you're coming to town, and we'll plan a night out at Neo or something. 
laputa64:
no worries. glad to hear that you had a most excellent thanksgiving. i am jealous. *smile*
Do you ever feel as if your looking out the window of a moving car, everything seems like it's passing you by...
Everything is speeding past at the speed of life, while your a mere passenger in a car thats on a collision course to nowhere...
I'd love to slam on the brake and step the fuck out of this routine, but I dont even...
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Everything is speeding past at the speed of life, while your a mere passenger in a car thats on a collision course to nowhere...
I'd love to slam on the brake and step the fuck out of this routine, but I dont even...
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masaba:
i feel that way ALLL the time
laputa64:
everything is good with me.....i hope everything is okay with you. nothing at all interesting in my neck of the woods. your post is so depressing *pout* i hope that you are kind of liking your new found hometown
Confusion, Concern, Fear...
Reality or Paranoia?!?!
Reality or Paranoia?!?!
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zaftigg:
watchu geekin out about, billy?
cl0ck
cl0ck
masaba:
hhmmmmm...... 
Oh you little bastards. Alright, I'll crush each and every one of you. I'll crush ya to piece, I tell ya. I'll crush you so hard you'll have to look up to look down.
Things have been extremely hectic, crazy, and quite ridiculous... But I'm not gonna stress over it, I'm just gonna do what I have to do and move on... It'll all be over and done with soon... I hope...
zaftigg:
when in doubt, never forget, station wagons are my favourite things cuz they're made of wood paneling paneling wood paneling wood paneling paneling.
cl0ck dig. sex.
cl0ck dig. sex.
After last halloween I decided that it was going to be the last one I spent sittin' around the house watchin' horror movies by my lonesome. As fun as it is to rock out to horrors finest, I needed to do something different... I needed to get out of the house. I started thinkin' up different things, with the hopes that I'd stumble upon something...
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misstea:
i fell 4 a zombie
masaba:
the party was fun, i got waaaaaaaaaaaay too drunk but had a blast
... BLAH...
I've got nothing worth mentioning, nothing new & exciting to share, I'm still dealin' with my own personal demons, Theres still a war waging within my head, This Okie existence of mine is pretty lonesome, But its my own daoing, Going to work & Coming home is my routine, It seems Hiding from the world & Sticking to the shadows is what I...
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I've got nothing worth mentioning, nothing new & exciting to share, I'm still dealin' with my own personal demons, Theres still a war waging within my head, This Okie existence of mine is pretty lonesome, But its my own daoing, Going to work & Coming home is my routine, It seems Hiding from the world & Sticking to the shadows is what I...
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zaftigg:
if you ever get lonely. if you ever get lost in oklahoma. Dude. Just remember. Oklahoma is OK.
cl0ck
cl0ck
masaba:
have big plans for halloween?
Do you ever have those days where you feel as if your in a daze, where everything seems to be happening around you and yet you cant interact with it??
I dont know why, but lately I've been sinking more and more inside myself... Which isn't necessarily a good thing, I keep looking back on days past. Shite from my childhood keeps poppin' into my...
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I dont know why, but lately I've been sinking more and more inside myself... Which isn't necessarily a good thing, I keep looking back on days past. Shite from my childhood keeps poppin' into my...
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zaftigg:
Come out of yourself. Cum on my belly, boy.
cl0ck
cl0ck
This past Thurs. after I got out of work I drove out to Chicago to be with Beth for the weekend... And I must say, the 10 hour drive was well worth every minute of it. I desperately needed to get away from here and be with her. You have no idea how good it feels to be able to see her once a month....
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rachet:
That sucks, long distance relationships are hard, I doubt I could do it, I have a hard enough time keeping up with all my friends in town and on here. But I'm glad things are working out between you and Beth, sucks about your job though. We're extremely shorthanded right now where I work and I'm not going to get a day off this week. I need the money though.
cupidsvictim:
wow. peanut butter junkie! and hey, someone just drove 9 hours to see me. and i really had fun, so i'm sure this chick appreciates it. but i used to have a long distance relationship and managed to make it work for 7 months. but ultimately, you two should really have the same area code for it to work.
I just wanted to thank everyone for their kind words, in regards to my last post. Everything that was said really mean't a lot to me.
It's funny... Being someone that is as quiet and shy as myself, I've been dying to track down a photographer to shoot an SB style set for me. I've attempted to shoot a "test" set for myself, using a...
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It's funny... Being someone that is as quiet and shy as myself, I've been dying to track down a photographer to shoot an SB style set for me. I've attempted to shoot a "test" set for myself, using a...
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dravenraine:
SOunds like you are coming up with some great concepts!! I can't wait to see!! 
cupidsvictim:
boo!
BEWARE: Ramblings of a Social Cripple
I envy the outgoing and emotionally strong, because being shy and coupling that with severe anxiety can be crippling.
Regardless of the fact that I was a bit apprehensive about going out, I was completely psyched. I was hoping that I was going to finally meet some people I've been talking with for quite awhile. But I was also...
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I envy the outgoing and emotionally strong, because being shy and coupling that with severe anxiety can be crippling.
Regardless of the fact that I was a bit apprehensive about going out, I was completely psyched. I was hoping that I was going to finally meet some people I've been talking with for quite awhile. But I was also...
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unique3:
thanks doll. sometimes I just need to vent. cuz if I talk to my mom she'll just be like, "I told you not to move out..I knew you couldnt afford yourself..ect.." whateva. 
I got another OD charge. It pisses me off cuz it was for gas I got like two weeks ago!! I used my card and expected it to come out instantly. guess not. all of this happened because I forgot to write ONE thing down. that's now 5 OD charges in the last two weeks. at $30 a charge. god damn.
I got another OD charge. It pisses me off cuz it was for gas I got like two weeks ago!! I used my card and expected it to come out instantly. guess not. all of this happened because I forgot to write ONE thing down. that's now 5 OD charges in the last two weeks. at $30 a charge. god damn.
unique3:
hahaha.
that goes for me too...when people ask "just how many piercings I have". and then I say 15 and then of course they always want to know WHAT..cuz I have no facial piercings(yet/anymore) so..LOL. yeah it gets them courious for sure.
thanks. I'm glad I can vent and talk to my friends! this weekend I'll forget about my money troubles for a while and have fun. so that will be nice!
that goes for me too...when people ask "just how many piercings I have". and then I say 15 and then of course they always want to know WHAT..cuz I have no facial piercings(yet/anymore) so..LOL. yeah it gets them courious for sure.
thanks. I'm glad I can vent and talk to my friends! this weekend I'll forget about my money troubles for a while and have fun. so that will be nice!