crimson

WOW. it has been a long time since my last update... sorry...
So I just recently moved AGAIN... that's about 6 different places in the last 2 years... and a couple moves in some of those places.. man i have moved too much, i doubt i will stay put here very long though... seeing as i have no friends here and my ex is the only person i know, and he just hurts...
I also started school here, and i am looking forward to getting my internship (crossing fingers)..
i havent written in awhile cause i have been going through some extreamly hard times.. the moving, having to give pets away, a serious breakup that i am still absolutly torn up over, and being put on meds again.. and the list of things going wrong with my life just keeps going.. funny how when one thing goes wrong everything seems to go wrong.
Breakups are especially hard when the guy breaks up with you because he is in love with someone else, and has chosen to be with her instead, especially when you have his name on your ankle and you're engaged and he's planning on moving in with you and a week after you break up he's with someone else.... seriously, it's a pretty fucked up and depressing situation.
so yeah, bla bla bla... that's some of what's been going on wiht me latley... What have you been up to?

oh btw... this is how it actually went... he broke up with her for me, then awhile later he broke up with me for her again, and then tried to cheat on her with me... that's why i am so angry about all of this... he's just fucking with everyone.