I don’t usually want to talk about my family, I try to keep that undercover. Then I was hit with something that I wasn’t prepared for. On Sunday, I got news my sister had passed away.
I can’t put into words what I feel about all of this. I feel sad, angry, depressed, disappointed, and everything in between.
My sister and I had a very difficult relationship in the last couple years, especially when it came to our family taking care of her kids because she had gotten into some trouble.
I won’t get into detail about what happened, and I don’t want people asking “what can I do?” or “do you need anything?” Please, I don’t need help. I’m really venting because I can’t take holding in my pain.
The past few days, I have been an emotional train wreck which is weird considering my stance with pryer to her passing. It was difficult to go to work and have our family, and her old high school friends calling me what’s going on. Breaking the news was harder than anything.
I’m still reeling, still upset about everything. With everything going on even before she passed, it’s only gotten tougher to move on, and I wish this pain would stop.
@missy @eirenne @penny @lemon
