cretinfamily's SuicideGirls Blog

don't fuck with my mind thinking i don't know the truth.....i'm not that innocent.

k?

thanks.

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sandman3030:

Crap you know. Now I have to kill you.

Oct 7, 2005

crazywhitegirl:

Ok Mrs.Spears-Federline

Oct 7, 2005

and the memories seem to flood in before i can catch my breath
drowning me in the series of hands and street lights
and when i close my eyes i'm drowning again
i'd like to draw a blank just for once
just to find some relief from this avalanche of shame
that comes in with smells of vomit and shit
shaking my body down to...
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toothpickmoe:

Luckily most of the memories that have stuck are good, but yes I do know what you're saying. A few of them will not let go, no matter how badly I want them to.

Oct 7, 2005

toothpickmoe:

Indeed.

There's a wacky website about that very profession somewhere out there on the internets.

Oct 7, 2005

update

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presence:

Oct 6, 2005

tarnish:

thanks for the well wishes hun! I'm getting better, slowly but surely.

Oct 6, 2005

i got drunk.

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apokk:

lol and so humble 2 lol, check your testimonials and be on chat sometimes!

Oct 4, 2005

alpo:

Its not the way you lead me
By the hand into the bedroom
Its not the way you leave your clothes
Upon the bathroom floor
Been thinking about you
I just couldnt wait to see
Fling my arms around you
As we fall in ecstasy

Ooh sometimes
The truth is harder than the pain inside
Ooh sometimes
Its the broken heart that decides

Its not the way you caress me
Toy with my affection
Its not my sense of emptiness
You fill with your desire
Climb in bed beside me
We can lock the world outside
Touch me satisfy me
Want your body next to mine

Ooh sometimes
The truth is harder than the pain inside
Ooh sometimes
Its the broken heart that decides

---Erasure, "Sometimes"

(Thanks for the testimonial.

)

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Oct 4, 2005

i am completely worn out.
so today i'm going to be selfish and ask you all for a favor.
i want you to tell me about a memory...a nice one.
one that always brings a smile to your face when you think about it.

i need something to help me smile right now.

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9005900:

yea thanks for you kind words about my suicideboys set. I didn't know how people would react. it's been great. thanks for telling me a little bit about yourself.

Oct 2, 2005

jimmybackfire:

when our little guy was born.

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Oct 2, 2005

my week:

*friend was staying with another girl who was
using her.

*friend came to stay with me with her little girl
and her girlfriend.

*other girl friend was staying with pawned
friends tv and i got a chance
to take out much aggression on her against a
brick wall.

*friends soon to be ex-husband threatened my
home and my life.

*my baby sick all...
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benci:

heh. that'd be GREAT!

of course i'd reciprocate...

Sep 28, 2005

alpo:

Glad you're back. I've been thinking of you every time I have to beg for oral sex.

Sep 28, 2005

oh my damn....you would not believe the week i have had....am still having.

promise to be around more next week and will get back to all of you lovely people.

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memyselfandi:

Come back, I miss you!

Sep 25, 2005

kulmagrrl:

I can wait a looong time for you if I have to.

Sep 26, 2005

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howdypardner:

thanks for the comment on my set lovely!

Sep 23, 2005

klu:

I am sorry to hear you wont make the show.
Want me to beat your car up? I hear that i am good at that when i am drunk.

Sep 24, 2005

i have people staying with me for a while. i probably won't be able to do any journal commenting or anything else on the site until they leave...i haven't really been online in days.

i have no time!!

i love you all and will be back, promise!!

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