Why is it so hard for me to find people with the same interest.
Or at least find people that are equally obsessed with certain things that I am.
I posted about KiSSake and Web dolls to see who else likes these things beside me.
Two people went: "I don't get it.."
And some guy posted just to say he had no obsession!
I suppose I could, but could I feel MORE defeated?
Or at least find people that are equally obsessed with certain things that I am.
I posted about KiSSake and Web dolls to see who else likes these things beside me.
Two people went: "I don't get it.."
And some guy posted just to say he had no obsession!
I suppose I could, but could I feel MORE defeated?
Sometimes I feel like I should be grown up and deep all the fucking time.
I'm not going to write poems about bleeding on sheets or stories about odd dynamics of a three way relationship all the time.
It's possible I'm over-reacting, but I feel like this all the time.
Just New-Years Earl (Andy's best friend and housemate) asks me since I was drinking was I going to go home.
I said no, in fact I'm spending the night.
And he was like wont mommy and daddy be upset.
Fuck you... I'm not gonna fucking hang out alnight and come in and out of my parents house like a fucking crack head.
If you want to buy me a house or rent me an apartment, by-all-fucking-means PLEASE!
Then I could be ALL the time.
And Earl's older than me. So that's not as bad as feeling like a little kid around fucking 17 year olds.
I mean gezze, can I get a break??