creamsaver

I am so tired... i havent quite firgured out that since I wake up earlier now, I should be going to sleep earlier. But it seems to be that I am just tired not sleepy tired.... don't know why that is...
So i figured out that I can't really change who I am. I tried to not be stubborn and just agree with things and that lasted like 2 days. It made me feel really bad about myself. Like I wasn't being true to myself and I didn't know who I was. Yeah, seems like a lot ot learn in a few days, but it made me feel lost to not say my opinions and not to be my happy, stubborn, "do what I feel is right", "say what's on my mind" self. So I'm not going to do that anymore. I am going to say what's on my mind when it's on my mind and who ever doesnt like it can piss on themselves, cause it may sound selfish but it makes me feel better to be outspoken then to to let someone else rule my life and every move cause I don't speak up.
So yeah....
SMILE!!