Yeah, I'm still alive. I've been busy out my ass with alot on my mind.
Tired of loving someone who will never love you back.
Tired of not being able to move on, and the people I do want to move on with could get me in more trouble than I'm willing to deal with, no matter how good of a person they are.
BUT!
On the flip side I've got a piercing on order that's gonna get here before halloween. A bow and arrow. how fucking cool is that.
Tonight I'm suppose to be going to Big Daddies to go see the FSU Cowgirl Contest. Of course after watching the football game in 2 hours. GO NOLES!
I'll try to keep you guys updated more often
<3 Always
C.W.
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Set Aflame
A red glow in the night
Flashing off and on with every breath
Flick
Filling within
Trying to fill that hole
A hole so empty that how to live was forgotten
Flick
The eyes close.
The head tilts back to face God,
A search of faith to find the answer to a question.
Flick
The enjoyable burn
"Why am I doing this to myself?"
Exhaling the sweet breath shared with the one you love
Flick
Almost done
And yet there are many more behind it,
But wanting the one who has shared the body the lungs the heart
Flick
To last forever.
Nothing lasts forever
Tell him goodbye because he will never love you the way you love him
Out
Set Aflame...
Make it last forever.
Tired of loving someone who will never love you back.
Tired of not being able to move on, and the people I do want to move on with could get me in more trouble than I'm willing to deal with, no matter how good of a person they are.
BUT!
On the flip side I've got a piercing on order that's gonna get here before halloween. A bow and arrow. how fucking cool is that.
Tonight I'm suppose to be going to Big Daddies to go see the FSU Cowgirl Contest. Of course after watching the football game in 2 hours. GO NOLES!
I'll try to keep you guys updated more often
<3 Always
C.W.
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Set Aflame
A red glow in the night
Flashing off and on with every breath
Flick
Filling within
Trying to fill that hole
A hole so empty that how to live was forgotten
Flick
The eyes close.
The head tilts back to face God,
A search of faith to find the answer to a question.
Flick
The enjoyable burn
"Why am I doing this to myself?"
Exhaling the sweet breath shared with the one you love
Flick
Almost done
And yet there are many more behind it,
But wanting the one who has shared the body the lungs the heart
Flick
To last forever.
Nothing lasts forever
Tell him goodbye because he will never love you the way you love him
Out
Set Aflame...
Make it last forever.
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I always end up caring about someone more than they care about me. Hurts too much, and I sometimes wish I could just turn off my emotions.