Ugh, I cannot sleep in until 3 anymore...I swear I kill brain cells when I do it. I wake up with an immense amount of pressure to my chest because I swear in my deep sleeping my heart has been slowed down for too long.
Anyway, job update: I picked up a whole bunch of applications and filled out a couple online ones. I really hope I get called in for the Petsmart one! Soooo cool! But I also went and talked to a photostudio in the mall, and he told me to bring a portfolio in and that depending on what he saw, I could be an on call photographer. So that's an option. I'm so paranoid though when it comes to stuff like that. I never feel that my camera is up to par, I never feel like the lighting it right, and I'm always like paranoid that;...say... I shoot a wedding and my entire memory card gets fried....AH. WORST NIGHTMARE.
So we'll see. I'm okay with just a retail job. I mean I've been a photography student for coming up on 5 years and I'm majoring in it... but for some reason I still don't think I'm ready. And I sure as hell don't want to be working alone.
So it looks like today will be filling out application day. Hopefully getting them in some time this weekend. And if anybody in the Winter Springs-Sanford-Oviedo-Casselberry-Altamonte Springs Area and you're hiring....LET ME KNOW
Room cleaning today too... Maybe I'll get bored and update again!
Oh I didn't include a visual pleaser...hmm....
I get scared looking at this photograph sometimes because I know that not even twenty minutes after I took it my family was t-boned in Alabama the day after Thanksgiving, where my head had broken the car window and I had glass shards in the back of my head. No concussion though!
<3
Nstavhsevomtse.
Anyway, job update: I picked up a whole bunch of applications and filled out a couple online ones. I really hope I get called in for the Petsmart one! Soooo cool! But I also went and talked to a photostudio in the mall, and he told me to bring a portfolio in and that depending on what he saw, I could be an on call photographer. So that's an option. I'm so paranoid though when it comes to stuff like that. I never feel that my camera is up to par, I never feel like the lighting it right, and I'm always like paranoid that;...say... I shoot a wedding and my entire memory card gets fried....AH. WORST NIGHTMARE.
So we'll see. I'm okay with just a retail job. I mean I've been a photography student for coming up on 5 years and I'm majoring in it... but for some reason I still don't think I'm ready. And I sure as hell don't want to be working alone.
So it looks like today will be filling out application day. Hopefully getting them in some time this weekend. And if anybody in the Winter Springs-Sanford-Oviedo-Casselberry-Altamonte Springs Area and you're hiring....LET ME KNOW
Room cleaning today too... Maybe I'll get bored and update again!
Oh I didn't include a visual pleaser...hmm....
I get scared looking at this photograph sometimes because I know that not even twenty minutes after I took it my family was t-boned in Alabama the day after Thanksgiving, where my head had broken the car window and I had glass shards in the back of my head. No concussion though!
<3
Nstavhsevomtse.
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It's hard shooting yourself but i guess it turned out pretty good