Ugh, I'm all chipper and happy again. I'm not upset by it but it's not gonna last. I'm gonna randomly hate my life and contemplate suicide and cry all the time again.... I dunno what I need to do. Fuck psychs, they don't give a fuck. I haven't had a good one in so long. They are impossible to get too cuz everyone is so fucking depressed and crazy the waiting lists are insane. Stupid America!!!
I am gonna do my hair tonight maybe, I always feel happier when I feel pretty. My tattoo is very pretty, I've gotten lots of compliments on it already. It's all bruised way worse now and looks kinda gross but I don't care
I went to the heeb and bought groceries. I made pork chops for dinner and they were fucking good. Ben went to sit on the couch when I made the table and I got a little upset. If I am going to go thru the trouble to make a nice meal you could at least stop watching TV long enough to eat with me at the table! Then I yelled at him and blah blah he finally came to eat with me. I'm trying not to yell or be a bitch. I'll just take a deep breath and say "That's alright dear, I understand." Then he ends up looking like a jerk He said it was fucking delicious though and went to get my laundry out of the dryer so it's all good.
Larry is getting big. I think I'm going to start feeding him every 5 or 6 days now. I was looking at pics when I got him and he's definitely a LOT bigger. Aw cute little baby!!
I want to start my . It's very rare I *want* it to happen but I'm a little freaked out and if it just comes I can stop holding my breath.... then you kno if you get all freaked out and worry and stress it can prolong it even longer. stupid body
I am gonna do my hair tonight maybe, I always feel happier when I feel pretty. My tattoo is very pretty, I've gotten lots of compliments on it already. It's all bruised way worse now and looks kinda gross but I don't care
I went to the heeb and bought groceries. I made pork chops for dinner and they were fucking good. Ben went to sit on the couch when I made the table and I got a little upset. If I am going to go thru the trouble to make a nice meal you could at least stop watching TV long enough to eat with me at the table! Then I yelled at him and blah blah he finally came to eat with me. I'm trying not to yell or be a bitch. I'll just take a deep breath and say "That's alright dear, I understand." Then he ends up looking like a jerk
He said it was fucking delicious though and went to get my laundry out of the dryer so it's all good.
Larry is getting big. I think I'm going to start feeding him every 5 or 6 days now. I was looking at pics when I got him and he's definitely a LOT bigger. Aw cute little baby!!
I want to start my . It's very rare I *want* it to happen but I'm a little freaked out and if it just comes I can stop holding my breath.... then you kno if you get all freaked out and worry and stress it can prolong it even longer. stupid body
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elijah:
thanks, i was going through todays active topics, thats why i couldnt find it. i want a group for insomniacs. cuz im bored.