Monday Aug 27, 2007

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I'm all moved in, living in rooms full of boxes of crap. I need less crap. Why do I have so much even after I purged?

I'm happy to be alone again in my own little place. It's cozy. And it's all mine.

And no zombies got me last night, so things are going to be okay.
megze:
I did my part!

Sunday Aug 19, 2007

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I sold my second couch today. A huge thank you for the very attractive buyer and her boyfriend. kiss

I was also thinking about purging and getting new things. Lots of memories are tied to things I like, things I picked out and loved. But perhaps it's time to make new memories and let go of the past. A cathartic release. Buy some new things. Purge...
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swill:
'twas a goodlooking couch. Congrats on the home purchase!

Sunday Aug 12, 2007

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I discovered iTunes radio this week...groove salad is fabulous. Why didn't I know about this before?

In other news...

Sometimes, I think about him. The ex. I don't want to. I wish this one was a faded memory of a year's turmoil. I want him to be completely out of my life, yet he still remains. I beat myself up over why I care, why...
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bigbaddaddy:
I saw your post in the BDSM about the bad experience with a prior dom, and decided to look at your profile, which then led me to your blog.

Have you ever heard of Ekhart Tolle? He's a spiritual teacher (non-religious) who talks a great deal about not letting thinking about your past define you. He discusses at great lengths the need to be focused in the present moment vs. past or future. It's sort of like meditation, but it really isn't. My wife went through a bad time with her ex taking their son out of state 1500 miles away without permission and turning him against her by lying about her, etc. She found a great deal of guidance from E. Tolle's teaching and still does when the past brings up painful memories. One of Tolle's main books is the Sun Always Rises and he has several others. He also does audio CD's of his books which are pretty cool to listen to as well. A movie came out recently that is similar to a lot of his philosphy called Peaceful Warrior. Take care. smile

Saturday Aug 11, 2007

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Moving is a go. Closing on the loan on Aug 24th. I'll be outta here in two weeks. Unfortunately, I'll need to buy a new blender. Muahaha!

I'm so excited and yet so scared. It's the final step into the adult world. Living on my own again will be so wonderful. The ability to do anything and everything I want, on my own schedule, at...
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Wednesday Aug 08, 2007

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Fucking birds!

I keep reminding myself that there's only two weeks left here. Just be calm.

But it's hard to do that when roommate continues to (a) use the blender every morning, (b) lock me onto the porch for a two hour imposed sentence of solitude, and (c) be messy.

Anyway...otherwise, all is well in paradise. Well, except that the dryer doesn't work anymore.

Tuesday Jul 31, 2007

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Fucking fruit flies. The house is overrun with tiny little fucking fruit flies. Coincidentally, appearing since my roommate came home on Sunday.

She also made a smoothie this morning when I was trying to sleep.

In other news, I am an official adult...I will be owning my own home in just a matter of weeks (it's a condo, but same deal). I can finally say...
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amyisme:
Having your own place is awesome !
bigben6961:
noice I'm about to do the opposite lol frown

Thursday Jul 26, 2007

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"Enough is enough! I have had it with these motherfucking snakes on this motherfucking plane! "

Hehehe...what a crazy stupid movie.

Saturday Jul 21, 2007

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It makes me sad that it is so difficult for a singleton to "make it" in today's society. You are chastised in social gatherings if you choose not to have a permanent partner or exclusive relationship. You end up being the sole single person at dinner parties. People look at you and wonder if you are gay, have a fatal flaw, or are just plain...
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galaxy42:
I wish I had the answer to some of those questions. If you figure it out, please post the great secret to "living single" without working around the clock or falling into a large sum of money on a lark...

I sure the heck would love to know how to do it. frown

Thursday Jul 19, 2007

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My roommate is inconsiderate.

She is going out of town for almost two weeks. I thought about how awesome it will be to have the place to myself and be able to have friends over one night for a small soire. Sure, I agreed to care for her dogs and her garden. No biggie. I found out yesterday that she invited a friend of hers...
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galaxy42:
You aren't doomed...
All you need to do is find your voice. I was always the doormat in a lot of my relationships with family and friends (and especially girlfriends). Once you get tired enough of bending over backwards for other people, the floodgates will open and you'll be surprised at how forceful you can be. The power is yours.
Don't let the bastards grind you down.
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Thursday Jul 12, 2007

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I worked 16 hours yesterday.

It was hell.

But I survived.
danielk:
Thanks!

I'll probably post in my journal and in SGCO when I have shows.

I will be showing some of my concert photos at the Oriental Theater in Denver on July 28th. Let me know if you want to attend and I'll be sure to give you more information. smile


Daniel
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