crazygrrl

I had a dream about the ex last night...in a way, it was frustrating. He apologized and made amends for all the horrible things he said. Of course, this is what my mind wants to hear, but I know I'll never hear it from him. On the other hand, the dream was a relief, a way of my psyche to deal with the end of the relationship and a way for me to move on. It was such a brief, dysfunctional, coincidental joining of two people. As much as I want to leave him behind, I am unable to.