crazyghost

Crazy but I'm already looking forward to the fall. I just want to be surrounded by people again.

In a year and a half I should be moving to somewhere between Portland and Seattle. That is the official plan. Fuck snow, fuck the cold, fuck this boring town. I want to be able to get some food after 10 PM.

I need some excitement. I have to admit that I am so bored sometimes that I can barely stay awake. I hate to think that I have to wait another year until I graduate college to have something interesting happen. Unfortunately, this town is dead, my job is getting old, taking classes is another chore. I feel that familiar urge to get as far away...
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i just thought it was time for a new blog. the only things to talk about here are what might happen, what I hope will happen, what could start to happen soon. two more months until summer break...one more year of school. I have that feeling when I look ahead that things will slowly become very awesome, but soooo slowly. Realistically i don' see how...
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Well I found out that I'm going to Yosemite and Mt. Zion this summer. I'll be leading groups through the area doing environmental interpetation and camping stuff. My career is taking off as fast as it can while I'm still in school. Still, New Hampshire is pretty boring and especially in the winter. I still have another year of school. Probably the reason that I...
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still feeling down lately. I think it's gonna take something before I feel happier. Something but I don't know what, when , or how. Something.

I am one hurtin' bitch. I still have my sense of humor though. In a few months, on some sunshiney day when the birds sing and I'm swimming in a waterfall with someone I haven't even met yet...this sorrow will be my joy.

Conditioned phenomena rises, falls... ebbs and flows.
what was here is gone what is here will go