((edit: by the way, i just uploaded some more old photography of mine... check it outs. i plan on taking more in the next few days. so lookouttttttt.))
things are going to go better.
i hope so, anyway.
i'm trying to stay positive about work. i'm a pretty happy-go-lucky person for the most part, but i've let things bother me lately when they shouldn't. i've gotten too stressed out and too worked up, when all i need to do is breathe and take a few steps back. these days off are going to be vital to loosening up and letting go.
i need to get my film from my holga developed once i find a place that can do it. i'm really excited to see the pictures... maybe i should invest in a film slr. i'm afraid of film though! or maybe a new lens. i really need to be more creative. taking more pictures, drawing/doodling even, writing... just, expressing myself. i think that's a big problem with myself as of late too.
steven is going to help me pay to get my car fixed, even though i'm a little worried about it not lasting - i do want my car back. it'll be nice to have vincent back.. and a decent cd player so i can rocks out on the way to work. haha.
i need to open a bank account! and change my drivers license over! and get my tags done! all these things can get done while i'm off for the week and half. i'm so excited to not have to go in and deal with people and coworkers for a little bit. i also get to see steven on the nights he has off.
maybe i can talk him into sushi this weekend..
i'm so addicted to sushi.. it's not even funny.
i wonder if i can talk one of my friends into going to birmingham with me next week! i can find a little coffee shop there for sure and maybe a place that could develop my film! and i could take pictures. oh man, i'd love to get out for a little.
steven and i have been playing scrabble every night. he kicks my ass at it most the time.
it's fun though. we need more board games for sure!
oh! i found a little glass retainer for my septum finally, one that's not too long even.
i'll have to order it when i get paid. but at least then there will be no more trouble at work, and i can have a nice hole in my face... i miss things like that. damn you works.
needless to say.
i'm going to work on a happier ashley.
i can't let the place i live in or the things around me bring me down.
life is going to be good.
things are going to go better.
i hope so, anyway.
i'm trying to stay positive about work. i'm a pretty happy-go-lucky person for the most part, but i've let things bother me lately when they shouldn't. i've gotten too stressed out and too worked up, when all i need to do is breathe and take a few steps back. these days off are going to be vital to loosening up and letting go.
i need to get my film from my holga developed once i find a place that can do it. i'm really excited to see the pictures... maybe i should invest in a film slr. i'm afraid of film though! or maybe a new lens. i really need to be more creative. taking more pictures, drawing/doodling even, writing... just, expressing myself. i think that's a big problem with myself as of late too.
steven is going to help me pay to get my car fixed, even though i'm a little worried about it not lasting - i do want my car back. it'll be nice to have vincent back.. and a decent cd player so i can rocks out on the way to work. haha.
i need to open a bank account! and change my drivers license over! and get my tags done! all these things can get done while i'm off for the week and half. i'm so excited to not have to go in and deal with people and coworkers for a little bit. i also get to see steven on the nights he has off.
maybe i can talk him into sushi this weekend..
i'm so addicted to sushi.. it's not even funny.
i wonder if i can talk one of my friends into going to birmingham with me next week! i can find a little coffee shop there for sure and maybe a place that could develop my film! and i could take pictures. oh man, i'd love to get out for a little.
steven and i have been playing scrabble every night. he kicks my ass at it most the time.
it's fun though. we need more board games for sure!
oh! i found a little glass retainer for my septum finally, one that's not too long even.
i'll have to order it when i get paid. but at least then there will be no more trouble at work, and i can have a nice hole in my face... i miss things like that. damn you works.
needless to say.
i'm going to work on a happier ashley.
i can't let the place i live in or the things around me bring me down.
life is going to be good.