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i barely even create anymore.
and it still breaks my heart to see people with my artwork.
mostly, i think, because.. who knows i even did it?
who knows that this lost little girl in the middle of nowhere alabama drew/took/made that?

probably no one.

blah de blah de blah........
yup.

i want it to snow.
i've been listening to a lot of lordi and katy perry.
weird mix, eh? what's new. that's me.

haha.
i want some ice cream.
and some pumpkin pie.
i love pumpkin pie...

yup.

this week is going to suck.

hell motherfucking yeah.
my heart is full of glee.
obama <3!!!!!!!!!!!

i really need new work shoes.
they are completely falling apart. my big toe on my left foot is completely exposed.
i get paid friday though, and i'm finally going to get some. haha. they are waaaaay to bad to put off now.
i am also thinking about getting my hair trimmed up. it's getting a littleeee long again.

so everyone has been raving over...
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too many things in one week!
oh my.

i totally bashed my knuckle open today, not cool. but it's fine.
i also smashed my pointer finger.
my car is returned to me.

i'll be in iowa this time next week!

ummm.
work is driving me bonkers, but i'm trying to stick it out for now.
i can't wait to move.

i want my kitten back. ): so sad.
i love manimals.

i think...
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i've been eating tons of oatmeal.
it's so gooood, why did i never eat it before???
i've had it, probably, every day since monday.
okay, that's not that long. lol. but it seems like.. monday was ages ago.
time is dragging by. but i'm okay with it.

i'm trying to cheer up. trying to get out of the negativity.

my car hates me.
it's dead, sitting in the parking lot of o'charleys.
life has me stressed endless, yet again.

oh man.

i need to escape this place.

ashley's life currently...

~ less sleeping.
~ more harvest moon.
~ less eating and sugar drinks.
~ more exercising.
~ being more optimistic and happy.

work related...

~ not as stressful.
~ STILL want to blow it up. D:



i've lived here for nearly a year already.
i can't believe it. i cried after i switched my plates.




i should be going to kentucky for...
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i got my car back, it makes life a lot easier.
my movie arrived in the mail yesterday, the time machine.. hah, what can i say?

two more people have quit at work. i'm tittering on the line of being the next.
but i'm doing my best to keep in mind that i need to keep my job until i find another, so we can...
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i wish i could dye my hair, so bad.
i miss it... x082309830298230932.
seriously. it makes me sad.
i want purple and teal... oh man.....
i hate that my job won't allow me to have dyed hair.


i want to get a really awesome tattoo.
i don't know what. but i have to find an awesome artist first.

oi.
and i don't want to have...
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