I've been playing Guitar Hero II and smoking hookah the whole weekend.. and i realized that pretty much thats all i do.. go out with my friends talk shit.. smoke hookah i come back to my little ass rented room.. and play on my 360... hmm... and i ask my self... im i happy... well... theres a lot of ppl out there unhappy... witch i considerer my self one of them... but i guess that i like to think that im working to my future right now.. all though i haven't even start school yet (i hope i start on January) the things is that i live here by my self... and i guess i could say its so fucking hard to live here by ur self... all the debts that u have to get into.. just to be able so survive one more month... and then in a blink of an eye... theres the other month... and u have to pay again all ur bills... kind a sucks... but... i just hope im making a right decision for my self.. my future.. and my family..
i guess i just need it to take that out of my chest...
later....
i guess i just need it to take that out of my chest...
later....

as fro your situation goes. welcome to the United States of America...land of the debts & "freedom" [freedom supervised by the government 24/7 lol]. It is kind of a hassle to live on your own here but its much better than where we come from. That is the reason why i still live with my parents & will continue to until i get a better paying job...or until they kick me out. whichever one comes first. so hang in there