craptastic

Back and rarin' to go...thats me in a nutshell. its only after you lose everything that you're free to do anything, and thats my motto for life. So fuck that chick...let her die of some weird disease and lets get this bitch rollin'.

I need to meet new people. If you are reading this then hit me up cause im bored. Blah blah blah..
-A-

Any suggesstions on how to re-gain someone's trust???? PLease let me know, im dyin' here.

Well...life is back to sucking. Thanks a lot God ::making fist and extending thumb I throw it to the sky:: you are aces my friend, allllllllllllllllllllllll aces!

...fuck...

...so I'm standing outside right. And its 50 degrees for some odd reason (december in Chicago is not 50 degrees, hello?) and its also foggy. but not normal fog, patchy fog, very errie fog. So im having a cigarette and all of a sudden i hear this noise. I think its a wind chime but it sounds rusty. Almost like breaking glass, it freaked me...
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So yea, its been a long time...shut it.
You know what i noticed? The veins in my arms, well underside of the forearm, at popping out. Is that bad? Or is it just from all the heavy lifting/carrying at work?
I had a convo today about when you can and can't "what" sombodey's what? Did that make sense? Anyway, it was very seinfeld and made...
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nullSong Quote of the Day:
I'm a dime
I'm fine
and i shine, i'm freshly minted.
I am determined
not to be dented by a car
or by a plane or anything,
not yet invented.....

Anyone ever heard that one before?

well, its been a while since i updated this....not that anyone really reads it.
So now i have to work on saturdays again until this holiday thing is over. Mandatory overtime???? Is there such a thing, fuck work on saturdays, who wants to do that?
I think its against IL state law to make overtime a mandatory thing. I do need the money though....damn beaing...
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Has anyone ever read that book "The Polar Express"? I looked at that book a hundred times but never erad a word of it....i just looked at the artwork, it was amazing. So anyway, they made a movie about the book, and the computer animation is exactly like the illustrations in the book. IM excited.
So i was just outside and the sky looked like...
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Today is my birthday...wish me one cause they usually suck balls.

You know, its funny how sometimes certain memories will fire in your brain and make you remember how wonderful it was. She was soooooo beautiful. How can something so beautiful be so ugly? I remember when we went bowling on our second date, right after the picture with Santa...it was so hot in that alley. She tied her shirt up exposing her belly button....oh how...
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