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So, I found out earlier this week that I will be going to Afghanistan. I'm a little excited about it. I know that sound weird, but it's somewhere new and it's a place I've never been, doing a job that I've never done. I hope that it's not too bad and with it being a new job I hope it helps the time go by faster. As for family and friends, none of them were excited about me going. I don't know if its just me, but if anything does happen it supposed to happen and I can't be scare or upset about it. Things happen because of the choices I've made, No sense in worrying or getting upset about it. That's pretty much the outlook I have with life. I smoke, I drink, I do all the thing society says are bad for me to do, but why live my life if I can't do the thing I enjoy doing. Blah blah blah, I rambling now. On another note I've lost about 10lbs since I've gotten here, got about another 25 to go. Hope all is well with everyone. Peace out hommies.