why oh why oh why oh why, man ive really been getting lonely lately. im not the type of person who has to have someone in my life but i have been hoping to meet somene. its time for me to make an effort to find someone i can be with for a long time. my problem is im way too picky when it comes to dating. i figure if im gonna put time and effort into something i want to make sure its worth it i guess. most of my relationships last a long time and then i go through my no commitment stage and now im out of that. it really is empty when you have noone to look forward to seeing. i know my problem is i need to get out of my area and meet some new people, but its really hard to be social. i think im gonna do the great adventure trip but i hate rides. oh well its beer thirty and i need to unwind a bit
