crackerjak

why oh why oh why oh why, man ive really been getting lonely lately. im not the type of person who has to have someone in my life but i have been hoping to meet somene. its time for me to make an effort to find someone i can be with for a long time. my problem is im way too picky when it comes...
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well i havent been on to update much for two reasons. i have nothing important to say and ive been extremely cracked out on online poker. and im off to it, hopefully ill either run out of money soon or ill win tons of it. hopefully the latter.....

i usually never pay any attention to horoscopes, but this one actually bugged me out a bit.

don't be seduced into believing that going somewhere new will give you a clean start. the truth is you don't have to go anywhere. desire is all you need to get that new project or relationship off the ground..

after all that shit i wrote last night about...
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i wonder why it is that i have such a destructive personality. there isnt much to my life, i think about leaving alot lately. i spend alot of time just driving around imagining i dont have to come back to this place. new jersey is just full of soo many things i wish i can forget. there isnt anything keeping me here, i should just...
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Good judgment comes from experience, and experience comes from bad judgment.
Barry LePatner

so i made a new group. independant clothing is for people like myself who make our own clothing for business or recreation. so these baby steps are working good for me here. i found that i like the group section much more than the thread boards. i dont have to deal with the thread nazis rippin everyone up if you dont see things their way....
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so this is what it looked like when i got up the other day. and thats not even bad compared to some places. i wanted to go get pictures of it but they wouldnt let anyone get close. well anyway i was trying to figure out how long ive actually been a member of the site. with this one and the one i had first....
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so i dont update too much because i rarely have anything exciting going on. but i woke up this morning and saw every town around me under water. thankfully i dont live near any of the lakes or i might have drowned. crazy,crazy shit. i think i need a companion. i tell myself its too much drama, but who am i kidding. my life is...
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finally up and running with a real connection. i have a lot of catching up to do.. and i thought i was the only one to see speedway junkie

damn it this really sucks. a new set from nixon and im really fighting the urge to click it because i know ill just get so pissed about how long it takes that ill throw my fuckin computer out of the window. the cable people wont be out till next tuesday. i guess thats what i get for not paying my bills

i never realized how much id miss this site since im not very active. but since my cable modem got shut off and this phine line takes so long to get on i rarely do. i noticed im going through withdraw. and i see all these multible photosites and i refuse to click them because ill just piss myself off when it takes an hour....
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well ive actually got something to say today. i got tired of ticketmaster screwing with me online so i went and bought the sg tickets in person. now im happy, if i could only learn how to be social by then. oh well i guess ill see