Well I finally took the step to see a professional regarding my struggles with my mental health. The last few weeks have been very tough and my worst bought with depression, although not the first struggle. So I am on a mild antidepressant, tonight was my first night taking it and well I found out that it will not make me drowsy but instead keep my mind up and going. Hence why I finally find myself back here after being away for so long.
It has been tough moving because I left everything and everyone I know behind, which is way out of my comfort zone. But recently going home has been on my mind a little, which I am fighting.
Unfortunately things have not been going as well with my girlfriend. It feels like the spark is gone and I just do not have the feelings I moved across the country for. It has made living together very tough and lir relationships feels to be fading and I am unsure what to do.
That's the end of my rant. Thanks.