cptrogers

Not sure anyone will actually even read these things, let alone enjoy them but going to vent anyway. I am vastly approaching my graduation from my undergraduate degree and am increasingly frightened. It is now only 5 days away, meaning that I will have even greater responsibility and change following. Change has never been much of my friend, I like my small comfortable box that I have come to know after years and years. But the change doesn't simply end at graduation. A few weeks after, just after the New Year rings in, I will be moving to Colorado to be closer to my girlfriend. Graduate school is planned but I still need to decide on what I will be going for. So not only am I growing older and need to begin the search for a career, but I am moving thousands of miles away from just about everyone I know. There will be 2, 3 at most, people that I will know in CO when I move. Which honestly is not all that terrifying because I am primarily an introvert so being alone will be nice for a change after constant pressure to interact and be social for what felt like non-stop periods of time. There just seems to be so many things rushing at me in such quick succession that I fear I will not be able to handle them all. But I am looking forward to growing from this experience and becoming a better man. Always a chance to grow and become better in every aspect of your life!