cozybear

Crap, it just keeps going and going. It's like they want to give me a free membership.

My life has been crazy chaos lately. All sorts of emotional strangeness going on and a million signs telling me that it's time to get back into art. Just when I thought I'd had every sign I could have, my dad comes into town and tells me that...
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Hmmm I think I might be leaving for a bit. I spend too much time on here and I have no self discipline. I might be back in a few days though. I don't know. Send me an email if you want to stay in touch.

Oh man.

I was planning to have a nice quiet weekend. Instead I'm on day 3 of staying up all night partying like a rockstar. Friday we went out dancing then were up till 6am. Last night we went to a friends birthday party that got pilltastic and didn't come home till 10 am. And then we went out dancing tonight to a gay disco...
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I am crazy passionate and melodramatic and it's hard for me not to want to throw tantrums when I don't get what I want. I'm a spoiled brat.

I loooooove lattes and mochas.

I'm slowly starting to clean up my place. It's gotten pretty bad lately. My boy and I both hate to clean. It looks like we're in the process of moving but really...
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Yay. So running is now officially a habit. It's beautiful and sunny today and I went for a nice long walk and a 4 mile run. And to make the day even more pleasant most of the people that I smiled at today smiled back. The sun makes me happy.

Yay for valentine's day.

We went to sin city with a bunch of friends and got nice and high. We danced, chatted, wore crazy costumes and messed around. We hung out with a couple of friends afterwards and I got tied up and spanked and teased and showered. I can't remember the last time I had such an awesome valentine's day. We didn't get home...
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Fuck I love vancouver. It was sunny and warm today. Blue skies and singing birds. I've been in a fabulous mood all day. I just started reading Tropic of Capricorn this morning. I've only read about 10 pages but I'm already addicted. It's been too long since I've read a good book.

????? Do you think when you are crazy attracted to someone, and you...
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If I grow up I'll be a singer wearing rings on every finger.
Not worrying what they or you say I'll live and love and maybe someday
Who knows, baby, you may comfort me.

For your sweet top lip I'm in the queue, baby, I'm in love with you.
I'm so glad you came here, it won't be the same now when I'm with you.

Well I've got a brand new pair of running shoes. They are called boston classics. I don't think they'll insipre me to run marathons but I do like the name. I got my lazy ass back to the gym today for a little half hour run and some stretching.
I love running. I love feeling my muscles the next day. I love how I have...
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Mmmmm fetish night was so much fun. Of course I like any excuse to take my clothes off in public and make-out with my friends. I have some naughty friends.

I'm downtown today walking down the sidewalk and looking at everyone who walks past me. Almost no one will make eye contact with me. When they do I smile at them and they quickly look away. Only 2 people actually smiled back at me. I never ever ever want lots of money if it turns you into That Sort Of Bear. People are weird.

I'm going to bitch a little cause I rarely do. Being a girl sucks ass sometimes. My boobs have been about a cup size bigger for almost a week now. The 1st day nothing could come anywhere near my nipples. The following 2 days they were tender as hell. Now they're just huge and hard. 4 days ago I hated everyone, the next day I...
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