cozpud

Something bad happened last nite, it has been a long time since i have been suddenly thrown awake by nothing. Then all trough the nite i was waking up and dreaming about waking up over and over again. I feel extremely sick right now and my head is beating. Something bad had to have happened in the nite, this has happened to me a few times before and everytime it has been a death, suicide, or another loss. Its goin to be really hard for me to go trough the day today. i know there is ogin to be some bad news.,...................................................

i wish i was here, oh yea i took these pics.color bitches