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Good luck!!!

^^^ that boy up there never made me pizza. I don't know what he is talking about. As far as being healthy? Ask him how many pastrami subs he ate while staying with me. Million, you know I love you. Eating healthy is something I am pretty sure we haven't done much of. Granted we have tried but then ate a pint of Ben and Jerry's ice cream after.

Yes sir.

Thanks. Everyone has been telling me to check out that movie for years...it just never struck me as something I would like. One day I will stumble on it and be like, 'why didn't I watch this years ago?'

Such a great movie, hope all is cool with you man!

*hugs*

I assume you edited your comment.

Yes. But in case you forget, I will just say you wished me a happy early birthday...so your bases will be covered.

Uh oh. Just wait for the puppy to shit it out.

Thanks.

See my issue right now is that I don't give a fuck what people think and I am brash and I am brazen and I am too honest for my own good. But usually because I am replying to something they say. I feel like no really knows me. That I don't really open up to people. But I don't know how some people do it. Is it an ego thing? Is it the people one surrounds themselves with? maybe I am not making any sense.

On the couch? Remember when we tried that? It worked out okay for me but I don't think so well for you. I am excited you and Amber are coming over to play!!

*hugs*

Thank you.

Thank you for coming over today and sharing Amber with me.

Thank you for what you made me. It means a lot to me. It was so sweet. I am not even sure what to say about it other than it's awesome!

Oh, join PSW....NOW

I do not know what your going through exactly. But i can say i have been through my own battles. I am still working at it. Its like nothing is easy or fun anymore. and you want it to end but time will heal all. although im not completely healed by any means. right now they are deep scars. But things will get easier in time. Good luck with everything. i wish you the best.

I am so sorry my dear. SO SO sorry. I wish I could take your pain away. I really do. I guess these are the things that make us stronger. It sucks that such a good person as to endure such horrible moments and live through things that shouldn't happen to anyone. I wish I could make everything better for you, I know I can't. I do know that I can be your friend. I can be there for you when ever it is you need to me to be. I think you are fun and I appreciate that you just sat beside me so I didn't have to feel all alone. That meant so very much to me. Please be okay. Too many people love you and need you. You're a wonderful person. Your grand finale will be amazing and I know good things are headed your way these coming months. I can feel it.

*hugs* I hope the rest of the week goes well.

Anytime!

*hugs*

And I totally recommend Public Enemies.

You're so awesome. I know it'll be okay. I know I need to get through this and I know you'll make me get there. That ice water is never going to happen you know. It's just a hard time and you are right my self esteem is for shit right now. Not that it's ever been great but now it's just worse. I hate that I can't fix it. I hate it when my friends hurts and I can't fix that either. As you said though, it is a cycle. Something you have to deal with and live through. Too bad it just has to hurt so much. I just don't want to ever go through something like this again. I'll be seeing you later and we'll rock out to guitar hero.