Doing much better today.
I asked Janet and Jerry not to be affectionate around me and that I didn't want to hear, or hear about, what they do with eachother. (This way I can at least pretend the there is nothing happening.)
I also said I was planning on closing the appartment. Everyone currently here would have a month after I leave to get out.
But, God Damn, who was I last night? I hit may second stage of pissed, where I annunciate very clearly without thinking about it with a few FUCK IT's and a commanding tone. This is so different from my usual easy-going, apathetic self. It's also not my peak.
By the way, first stage is avoidence, I just remove myself from the situation and drive or walk.
I asked Janet and Jerry not to be affectionate around me and that I didn't want to hear, or hear about, what they do with eachother. (This way I can at least pretend the there is nothing happening.)
I also said I was planning on closing the appartment. Everyone currently here would have a month after I leave to get out.
But, God Damn, who was I last night? I hit may second stage of pissed, where I annunciate very clearly without thinking about it with a few FUCK IT's and a commanding tone. This is so different from my usual easy-going, apathetic self. It's also not my peak.
By the way, first stage is avoidence, I just remove myself from the situation and drive or walk.