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Wednesday Dec 11, 2002

Dec 11, 2002
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very sad today...not sure why.
got home.
took a shower.
a really really hot shower.
feel better now.

a boy asked me out, i said yes, and now i am feeling really bad about my self image.

does this happen to anyone else?

why can't i take something good and let it just be good instead of fucking it up somehow.

he thought i was cute and asked me out, so in my mind that translates to i must be hideous and freakish and wish i looked like milla....

talk about issues.
surreal surreal surreal surreal
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echobunny:
who are you kidding?
you are freakish....
and issues...you have enough to open a magazine shop!!

hahahahaha

girl, we've been through this since you were 15 years old and we'd go to the gallery and you had a crush on the guy who worked in merry-go-round....or was it chess king?...anyway, we both know, as well as everyone else here apparently, that you ROCK!
stop being a mister poopy pants and get on with it!!

nothin' but love!
-EB
Dec 11, 2002
lundona:
Yes indeed, you must have learned some mean voice inside that takes you down when you start to feel up. I get that when I have someone whom I actually atracted to and my self image goes in the can, I'm not this, not that, but in the same breath I can be so "i'm too hot for you" if someone expresses an interest in me, even if they are considerd more of a catch than the one I like..does that makes sense? Hmm OMG great now I have to go look at my stuff again wink

Hey, you don't need ego stroking or support other than from that voice, I'd tell him or her to go fuckemselves, then go burn brite like the complete vixen that we all know you are! Oh, and I'm sure he's feeling just the same way.
Dec 12, 2002

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