I can't drink. I gave myself liver disease from drinking and drugs so I had to quit. I can't self medicate anymore. When the loneliness and heartache start to gnaw at me it's tough. My bar is still sitting here, all stocked up from when I could drink. Sometimes I want to pull a Leaving Las Vegas and just give in. I know I'll never be able to hold the girl I'm in love with, and it kills me.
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cowpuncher:
Same. Drinking was how I dealt with stress and anxiety. It's hard without something to buffer that now. Here if you ever want to talk.
gschmelzer:
hey @cowpuncher - it seems we have a lot in common. Like you said in the above comment, here if you want to talk.