Diagnosed with Severe depression. Like I did not know that already. The love of my life has taken my heart and is gone. I don't even want to fucking live anymore. It was the last heartbreak I could take. It's broken me completely. My heart is in shards and she is splintering it to fit it in the garbage.
This woman is in love with me. I am in love with her. Truly, madly, obsessively in love with each other. I am so unworthy of her attention. I have won the lottery. I cry like a little girl because she is so amazing and she is my girl. God I'm going to wife her up so hard.
I just want someone that I can hold and rub on the cheek and kiss her forehead and tell her she's so pretty one minute, and grab her throat and tell her she's a dirty little whore while tearing her panties off and pinning her against the wall the next minute. Complicated guy.
I’ll never be good enough for her. She is caviar and I’m fish guts. If I could just hold her hand, touch her cheek, smell her perfume one time. If she let me brush that little wisp of hair behind her ear. If I could just look into her eyes and tell her again that she is all things to me. If only I could
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Her and I slept together once. She was super hot and I was a little intimidated by her liking me enough to strip to her lingerie and drag me into my bed. We made out a little but I wanted to take it a little slower as I wanted to date her, not just hook up. She’s pretty aggressive which is a turn on but
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