I used to be able to write blogs forever. Now that I actually have a life worth writing about, I don't have the time, and when I make the time, I can't seem to think of anything to say.
Dating sites suck. My social life has gotten that bad that I've "kinda" resorted to them. It's really not my thing, you know? Because I am so different "in real life" to what I might seem like online. For one, I don't stutter online. I don't forget words, I don't find it hard to think of something interesting to say -- well, I do, but at least I can keep my cool about it online. But I'm pretty boring in real life by comparison. I find it hard to stay on topic in real life. I can be painfully shy sometimes. I just feel like I'm selling something false by putting up some profile and then meeting someone and anticipating a relationship of some sort to come out of it.
I want to meet people. I don't need to meet a lover or a friend. I just want my fucking life back. Don't get me wrong, I love my life now. It has meaning. I'm actually passionate about something that really matters. I have direction now. I know what I want out of life. I know where I'm going. I can look after myself. I'm strong. I'm independent. I'm better than I've ever been. But I just don't have the time to go out and I've lost most of my social connections so even if I did have time, I wouldn't have anyone to go out with, except for my best friend who is equally as stretched for time as I am.
I really should be doing the dishes.
My son has started climbing out of his cot. I am so NOTTTTTTTTT ready to put him into a big boy bed!! I've only just weened him from his bed time bottle. Putting him in a new bed will sort of mess him up a bit, I think. Especially because kids with autism (and my son has autism) tend to hate change, although Leith seems to not be as attached to routine as some kids out there. The point is, I'm moving house soon, and his dad is moving into his girlfriend's new house soon, and we'll start potty training in the next few months as well, and the poor boy's little world will be turned upside down enough as it is.
My sister just got married and I was a bridesmaid and this is me and my little boy. This is one of our only good photos together so I'm pretty stoked!
Yep. Cutest thing ever.
Dating sites suck. My social life has gotten that bad that I've "kinda" resorted to them. It's really not my thing, you know? Because I am so different "in real life" to what I might seem like online. For one, I don't stutter online. I don't forget words, I don't find it hard to think of something interesting to say -- well, I do, but at least I can keep my cool about it online. But I'm pretty boring in real life by comparison. I find it hard to stay on topic in real life. I can be painfully shy sometimes. I just feel like I'm selling something false by putting up some profile and then meeting someone and anticipating a relationship of some sort to come out of it.
I want to meet people. I don't need to meet a lover or a friend. I just want my fucking life back. Don't get me wrong, I love my life now. It has meaning. I'm actually passionate about something that really matters. I have direction now. I know what I want out of life. I know where I'm going. I can look after myself. I'm strong. I'm independent. I'm better than I've ever been. But I just don't have the time to go out and I've lost most of my social connections so even if I did have time, I wouldn't have anyone to go out with, except for my best friend who is equally as stretched for time as I am.
I really should be doing the dishes.
My son has started climbing out of his cot. I am so NOTTTTTTTTT ready to put him into a big boy bed!! I've only just weened him from his bed time bottle. Putting him in a new bed will sort of mess him up a bit, I think. Especially because kids with autism (and my son has autism) tend to hate change, although Leith seems to not be as attached to routine as some kids out there. The point is, I'm moving house soon, and his dad is moving into his girlfriend's new house soon, and we'll start potty training in the next few months as well, and the poor boy's little world will be turned upside down enough as it is.
My sister just got married and I was a bridesmaid and this is me and my little boy. This is one of our only good photos together so I'm pretty stoked!
Yep. Cutest thing ever.
Sounds like your little man has lots going on in his life! You sound like a terrifc mother though so I'm sure you'll ease him through this transition smoothly
I should do the dishes too, but I so can't be bothered, cooking dinner drained me!