So I am tryin to find a new job and go to school, as well as go to an online school. Many people are tellin me that I am tryin to bite off more than I can chew and they are right, but I don't know of any other way. All my life I have lived by the motto; "Go Big, Or Go Home". It has worked for me for 30 yrs and it is all I know. Recently I discovered that I also live by a saying I once found while in the Marine Corps, "Extreme Chaos Is The Environment Best Suited To The Fundamental Skills Of The United States Marine." These two philosophies have helped me succeed in areas that I would normally fail, until now. Now I feel like my whole world is falling away. So listening to Korn has been very fitting lately.
I lost my job after attending the funeral of a very dear friend of mine, even after I had permission to miss two days and attend the funeral. Now I am expected to us my G.I. Bill to pay rent to my fuckin' in-laws which leaves me so broke that I can barely by a pack of smokes, let alone get my truck registered or maintain a tank of gas, so that I can go out and find a new job. So I am left with the internet as my job hunting tool. but wait, I have no internet at home anymore. Apparently the $550 in rent, $50 of which goes towards the cable bill for internet, doesn't pay for what it is supposed, too. If it did, then I wouldn't have to use the computers at school, because I would have internet at home. So I feel like I am trying to support my family as well as my in-laws, with what very little income I have comming in. Its enough to drive a man to drink, wait nevermind, I can't afford to.
I am trying to go to another school at the same time as this one I am attending, and as it is online, you can imagine the difficulty that I am having. Also, since I am already using financial aid at this current school, I can not use it at the online school. This means I need to apply for a private student loan, yea. I have horrible credit and need a cosigner, which no one in my family with well enough credit is willing to do. Part of their problem with cosigning is that I don't yet have a stable job, rather no fuckin job, so they feel like they are going to get stiffed with the loan payments. Yea. Damned if I do, Damned if I don't. Nothing like trying to go through life with a noose around your neck and your hands and feet tied, (not in a sexual kinky way either.)
Zippidy, Fuckin, Do Da.........................
I lost my job after attending the funeral of a very dear friend of mine, even after I had permission to miss two days and attend the funeral. Now I am expected to us my G.I. Bill to pay rent to my fuckin' in-laws which leaves me so broke that I can barely by a pack of smokes, let alone get my truck registered or maintain a tank of gas, so that I can go out and find a new job. So I am left with the internet as my job hunting tool. but wait, I have no internet at home anymore. Apparently the $550 in rent, $50 of which goes towards the cable bill for internet, doesn't pay for what it is supposed, too. If it did, then I wouldn't have to use the computers at school, because I would have internet at home. So I feel like I am trying to support my family as well as my in-laws, with what very little income I have comming in. Its enough to drive a man to drink, wait nevermind, I can't afford to.
I am trying to go to another school at the same time as this one I am attending, and as it is online, you can imagine the difficulty that I am having. Also, since I am already using financial aid at this current school, I can not use it at the online school. This means I need to apply for a private student loan, yea. I have horrible credit and need a cosigner, which no one in my family with well enough credit is willing to do. Part of their problem with cosigning is that I don't yet have a stable job, rather no fuckin job, so they feel like they are going to get stiffed with the loan payments. Yea. Damned if I do, Damned if I don't. Nothing like trying to go through life with a noose around your neck and your hands and feet tied, (not in a sexual kinky way either.)
Zippidy, Fuckin, Do Da.........................
~cheders