cowboy51

Its Monday...so of course I am not going to be in a pleasant mood...would you be?

I was 2 hrs late for school, then slept through the rest of it...now I have to go to work. Yay...

I'm tired, sober, sore, & horny....with no chance to resolve my problems...
I think I will have another cigerette...

So Be It...

Its finally Wed. ...I have tomorrow & Fri. off from work...yes.

What I will do w/ my free time, I don't know...probably the usuall...sleep and spend time w/ my girls.

I do wish, though, that I could get out more often...

So on one side, I am happy for the free time...on the other, I don't look forward to be cooped up in the house......
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You ever just want to say something, but don't know what to say? That is where I am right now, I have so many things going on in my head, and not one of these things make a complete thought. Like, I am depressed, but don't know why.

I think some of my problem is that I have an itch I can't scratch...I can't get...
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So do you really need a personality to be a mechanic? Really, I don't get it. The other day I went to this website that is like a staffing agency, so to speak, for prior military. I feeled out all the requested information and left it at that. Well the next day I had an e-mail with a mechanic job offer, so I sent a...
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So I am tryin to find a new job and go to school, as well as go to an online school. Many people are tellin me that I am tryin to bite off more than I can chew and they are right, but I don't know of any other way. All my life I have lived by the motto; "Go Big, Or Go Home". It...
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You know, LucieFurr and her delima with her Tinker Bell tattoo reminds me of a tattoo of mine. It was my first tattoo, right after I turned 19 and graduated high school, (I graduated at 19 cause I am dumb and failed the 2nd grade). It is a very basic tattoo that was cool when I got it, but now I have grown tired of...
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I changed this, because I can

Why is having a dark and sinicter personality such a bad thing? Its not like I am homicidal, suicidal, or genocidal. I can't help it that I am turned on by death and blood and all the similies in between. Not that I am complaining, I absolutely love it.

The skeletons in my father's closet have decided to come out and share their dark secrets.

Like for example:
It seems that in my father's eyes, all of my friends (and my wiph) can do better than have me as a friend or even in their life.

Its allright to make sexuall advances towards your son's wife and his girl friends that he grew up...
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