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How come, girl was there when I needed one
How come, girl was there when the song is done
Some say, open your eyes to a brighter light
Okay, open my arms they were right
She was my soul one
She felt she was the only one
She was the sun, the sky blue eyes
She was my soul one
Inside, pain in my heart often made her cry
Outside, I cursed the birds and the sugar sky
How long take to realize she's the one
How long until I find my lost and lonely soul one
She was my soul one
She felt like the only one
She was the sun, the sky blue eyes
She was my soul one
Should of never taken the time
'Cause I found myself living a lonely lie
You said, you left to find yourself
But I never, no I never got the chance to say good-bye
She was my soul one I though she was

I dont feel the sun's comin out today
no its staying in,
Its gonna shine another way
As I sit within an inch of me,
Ya know I don't think I'll ever feel colder than I do here
In the bottom of this beer
And oh as I fade away,
theyll all look at me and say,
and you can bet they'll look at me
and theyll say,
Hey look at him,
Ill never live that way,
But thats ok they're just afraid of change.
When you feel your life aint worth living,
You got to stand up and take a look around you then a look way up to the sky.
Then you wash it down with a little bitter.
And when your deepest thoughts are broken,
Keep on dreaming boy cause when you stop you know you're gonna die
Right now I don't want to die
And as we all play parts of tomorrow,
Some ways will work and other ways well play
But I know we all cant stay here forever,
so I want to write my words on the face of today before they paint it.
And oh as I fade away,
They spit on me and say,
They look at me and they say,
Hey look at him remember yesterday
When life is hard you have to change.
When life is hard you know you're gonna change.

All these people they wont leave me alone
And we need, a little time to ourselves
And half the reasons why
Im sketching all the time
The result of a life in this hell
But oh well, I think its time
My faith is falling like the leaves from a tree
The pockets both take it away
The sun warms my body as Im
Sittin on a swing watching
Columbus clouds bring in the rain
Oh well I think its time
Its time to go
My mind is playing tricks on me all the time
To let you know that I am real
And all the worries you build
Up inside your soul
The ones that make your world stand still
Mean you can feel, that its time to go
Are you fed up, Are you fed up with me?
Do you think you could do better?
Do you think that I know better?
Do they think that they know better?
Five fed up faces with the itch to kill a king
Blood red sunshine, and a breath to air thats clean
I drink from the faucet
From the porch I take a pee
I look at you through the bushes
Where you cant see me
I laugh and slip into another state of mind
To let you know that I am real
And all the worries you build up inside your soul
The ones that make your world stand still
Means you can feel, that its time to go

Sorry for the lengthiness of this entry i was just feeling these songs right now and thought i would share. i had an alright day work sucked and what not, but i did go to the diner with a friend of mine it was cool and kind of weird cause the girl that broke up with me the other week was there and yeah. but we had fun and talked for hours. its just what i needed to perk up my world. ok i am going to go to bed gat a long day of work tomorrow.
later days