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I'm very sad . I'm more so worried right now because my best buddy who has been beside me in the last 7yrs is about to have surgery for a tumor in his tonsil. He is my best buddy but feels more like family to me; his name is Bronson. My pet buddy family member is ill and all I have in my mind is if he will be ok. The vet found a small grape size tumor in the back of his mouth and they say it's not that bad but they won't know for sure until the surgery and the results come back for the lab. I cried today. I cried with my girlfriend and with my best human buddy over the phone. I'm just so sad right now that I don't know what to do. Everyone says he'll be fine or that hopefully everything is not as bad as it seems. Maybe there right and I'm worrying to much but I can't help but not to. I just knew that something was wrong with him. The last couple of weeks he's been really lethargic and he didn't seem at times like himself. He would cough from time to time. I thought it was a cold or some sort of canine flu maybe a hair ball stuck in his throat but I didn't know it would be a tumor, Fuck!!! I'm sorry I'm just upset. Later on today I'm going to spend the whole day because on Friday he's going to have the surgery. I went to Knott's Scary Farm today because I planned it and I needed to escape a little bit. I'm trying to keep a positive attitude but it's really hard. I want to write more and I will later on today but I just needed to let some steam out. If you knew Bronson and some of you do, you know how much of a sweetheart that he is.

Peace, Love.
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I love you Bronson.

Here are some pictures of my best buddy