I don't know why I feel this way. I don't understand living. I feel nothing and now I'm sad. So sad that only few really know why I might feel this way. I wake up and I just want to go back to sleep for no reason other then the beauty that sleeps provides. I know what ghost haunts my mind and I wish I could make it leave or just make peace with me. I have no point to make, no artistic drive, no motivation what so ever. My sadness will pass, just like every other emotion. Which is sad because I can smile but I have no feeling when I do right now, I'm only happy with my friends. I love youall. I wish I could do more right now but I'm too sad to care about myself. It will pass I know it willbut when?
