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Hey guys,

yup im back. We actually got back about like week ago. Texas was fun. I have met lot of great people my bf has a lot a fun and smart friends. I also had lot of awesome food and gained like 9 pounds its pretty bad. I did some shopping at American Apparel and got sweet pair of cowboy boots. I didn't do anything terribly epic though but we didn't get to spent there whole lot of time so that was expected.

Yesterday we were performing with Prague Burlesque for Vice magazine VIP party. The show was great i felt really good about it. It was well prepared so I can say it was succes. Even few people asked me to take picture with them and shit so that was nice Otherwise i dont know i dont want to say the party was lame...it was more about the people i hang out with. They never can take any actions or decide for themselves they always have to check up with other people and this way they just never get to do anything. It starting to really bother me. If i go out we i dont really often anymore i want to have fun instead of discussing what we should do next for 2 hours and then maybe afterwards (if we are lucky enough) do something fun.

Which leads me to my next topic. I started school full time this week and im fairly disappointed with people i go to classes with. I lack people who are smart and are doing something similar to what i do. I thought i would be able to meet them at school (i mean it makes sense right?) but people im seing there fall in one of the following categories: rich blond bimbos and seems to be lacking ambition what so ever, metrosexual party animal guys who go to bar for lunch or people who are about as interesting as they are unattractive and this school is supposed to be really good (the teachers definitely are). Call me pretentious judgemental bitch. Tell me its too soon to judge. Im sorry im just getting to be really frustrated. I need stimulating people around who i can talk to share my experience with learn from and respect. I have very few of those and all of them are over seas (except for my bf but he spends lot of time at work). I feel demotivated and miserable.

That leads me to the decision i've made. I think im going to move to states (most likely San Francisco) as soon as i finish school and i would like to start doing another school there. Im really interested in photojournalism (journalism is my major now) so prob start photography school there. Despite how much i love Prague I need to get out of here. Its culturally dead. People are not willing for a change. They are very reserved to new things. To me this sort of mentality is ridiculous and foreign but most importantly its very tiring and i feel like it is slowly killing me. Of coarse you can find many great people here very intelligent full of ideas but at the end it doesn't make a difference because no matter how hard they try things almost never change. I believe there is always place and time for things and i dont doubt i will come back its my country and even though we are not brought up to be patriots like people are in states it will always be in my heart.

Ok enough of the serious shit...here are two photos from yesterday i took with my iPhone. Hopefully i will get some better ones from official sources soon (and maybe even a video)


my reflection in toilet celling...and no im not sitting on the toilet im just standing above it alright!


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