Hey everyone! sorry I haven't been on in a LOOOONNNGGG time again. very hectic and crazy life lately. I have also been struggling with If I wanna continue modeling and keep trying to be an official suicide girl. I just can't seem to find the motivation anymore or the drive I feel more discouraged from it and from trying to find a good photography in...
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emanuel:
Nice tattoo. 
Hello everybody! Sorry it has taken me so long to reply back to friend requests and messages I got so caught up and busy in the crazy life of mine! I'm in the process and figuring out moving to the great ol' California! exciting stuff! also I have been busy trying to fix up and get some jailhouse tattoos covered. OH! and iI've been trying...
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ron4164:
Nice set!
Nice set!
deathbyopus:
beautiful
hennessy:
Bahaha that shirt's awesome
cabby8355:
Good luck on the new job
Got a Job interview today if i get this job it'll be my first real job ever! frankly i am very scared. I have had interviews before but I am just so awkward that i always screw up the interviews): everybody wish me luck and pray to the pizza gods that i dont mess this up! <3
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cottoncandylady:
Thank you sooooo much! you have truely helped me i am forever in your debt! 
suggie:
Just be yourself, be shy and awkward, just remember that they were where your at once upon a time. Smile, A LOT! 
Very keeps asking me "Why don't you date?" "whats so bad about dating?" Want to know why I don't date. Cause men are dogs. Don't tell me they aren't cause they are. you could have the sweetest guy who dotes on you buys you gifts all that and at the end of the day hes still a dog. How do I know this, you may...
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xxxholic:
Sometimes I WISH my man WAS seeking attention from other girls. Since I am asexual, sometimes I just don't want to be bothered. But the unfortunate truth is that besides the fact that he has been abused by too many people to want to abuse me, he is just THAT into me. Yup, as much as I would love for him to be a dog, or at least a half of a dog, he is actually an insecure human being with feelings who treats me in a way that I don't deserve, and after getting out of an abusive marriage it just doesn't feel right. He HAS been on cam site..... but it was right in front of me. Because the only thing he would truly need to do behind my back is have a beer. There are only TWO sexes you can be born as. Man or woman. It's one thing if one said that all humans are a piece of shit, because they are. Humans suck. But to make only ONE sex the bad one is not fair. Women are dogs, men are dogs. Adults suck, kids suck... humans suck. That's life. We weren't put on the earth to roll around in flowers. We are here to overcome adversity. And seriously, who are you insulting? Human men or canines? Dogs are awesome and I don't know what weirdo decided to compare them to humans. I don't ever call dumb ass humans dogs OR bitches because it just insults canines. I appreciate what you are saying, but to say that you don't date men, as if women are such a treat is kinda scary. If men can't be trusted, then neither can women, or transgendered people. I am sorry that you you can't suspend you belief long enough that you simply believe that some people did get the happy ending that you don't believe exists. All I know is I have to leave my house at some point. I can't let big bag men (oooooh) get in my way. Since I live with my dude and I he won't leave me the fuck alone, I know that he is not fucking another chick. He is 30 and has only been with three women in his whole life. And I am the only that makes it rain. If he wanted to fuck another girl he could just bring her over, but we are surround by crack whores so it isn't happens. All he does on his phone is play game. He barely texts any one. And he doesn't talk on the phone. And the only women that he is always on the phone with is his GM. And because I accept the bleeding moist fact that ALL humans suck, I am not out with the ladies. It's pretty hard to look for another woman to stick your lovely penis in when you are literally spending all your time fishing (and yes he is really fishing) or stalking a women because it hasn't sunk in that you already have her. Maybe he isn't human. He might be an alien. I had surgery on my cervix two weeks ago and I can't have sex. If you are right about ALL men, then maybe he is broken. But you definitely haven't burst my bubble because I have never had the chance to float around in one. I am not stupid or naive. I have dealt with more hell in a month than some people have in there whole life. Because humans are pieces of shit. Trust me, I know. But I am not going to waste my short time on earth looking for things that are truly not there and ruin a relationship that actually is good because I bumped into yet another human who insist they have special lenses and I am an idiot who can't see the world for what it is. I don't believe that my dude is good to me... it's a fact that I can not get away from no matter how hard I try. Oh yeah, I am 100% human, so I know my father (RIP) was all man as well.
cottoncandylady:
I'm not saying women aren't bad we are equally as worse and i'm not saying being a dog is a bad thing. it's perfectly fine. idgaf cause its not my nigga it's not my problem. women are just as bad obviously i'll admit i have used some men back in my day to get what I want. I'm just saying no matter who the man is or how he acts girls should be leery about him cause if given the chance 98% of the male population(at least in northern michigan) will run. I lost my grandfather who was like a father to me also and Everyone has been through shit I had to fight my way to where I am now. I have been shit on my entire life by men AND women. Women are the spawn of satan no doubt. I get it. I'll admit I am a huge cunt. and I LOVE dogs have 6 of them. 20 cats(they won't keep it in there pants) I'm not hiding and I'm not afraid of men or dating i CHOOSE not to date not only cause all the men in my area are shit but because I'm young and I don't want an immature relationship with someone up my ass all the time. I don't date women cause again WE ARE THE SPAWN OF SATAN. I am well aware. men are EXACTLY like dogs if you think about. if they get the chance they will run just like a dog, UNLESS you train him(sorry guys) just like a dog. unless you put them on a leash and show them its NOT okay to do what ever they please they are gonna do what ever they please. I don't doubt there are decent men out there and I will probably find my "Happy Ending" one day but I'm not gonna sit around an wait for my "Prince Charming" to save me like every other chick. FUCK THAT. I'm not a princess. I dont need to be saved. I'm a queen, I got this handled. And if karma gets me for all the shit I have done then so be it. I accept the consequences to my actions. I know A LOT of people who found "Happy Endings" and who have married GREAT men. but again the men did cheat once in there life. Everyone cheats and fucks some one over once in there life so at one point in life yes ALL men are dogs. not saying they stay that way but at one point or another they were.
For a week now I have been Homeless, I must say it has been one of the toughest things I have been through. Sleeping in the snow is very uncomfortable and you get very wet and cold. I feel dirty, grungy and gross for I have not showered in daysm My hair is starting to form dreads. I have probably lost a total of 5...
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wander:
good luck to you
elfrockstar:
best of luck to you. id let you use my extra room if you were closer.
Sooooo I'm not much of a writer. I've never been good with holding conversations or writing about practically anything. I'm a painter. I express and communicate how i feel through body language and painting. Painting is my life and will always be my life. I've always been an unusual and awkward child. My Grandfather used to tell me I am just like the ocean. indecisive...
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You could always give Alissa a try. She's staff but AMAZING with her photos and would definitely be worth it.
Sorry if I wasn't any help