The school year is over. I miss it already and I'm hating Cincinnati. I miss my friends.
The boy and I decided to try long distance. Really, he's not that far away. He's only in Chicago. It's about a 5 hour drive from Cincinnati. I've had worse. Although now I get scared to talk to him because I don't know if I'm interrupting anything or being a burden. I feel like a burden. I know we need to talk to make this work, but I just feel like he really doesn't want to talk to me. It could be me being just a stupid girl or he really doesn't want to talk to me. He says he likes me and that's why he wanted to try. I just don't know. I hope I can get money together soon to go see him. I might find some things to sell or something until I can find a job. I miss him already and I want to tell him cute things, but I just feel like he doesn't want to hear them. So here I sit....and wait...and ponder.
I have a wedding to go to in June. Hopefully I can still go.
I should work on a new set.
I can't believe my freshmen year is over already.
Picture by Bruce.
I thought I had more to say, but I guess not.
The boy and I decided to try long distance. Really, he's not that far away. He's only in Chicago. It's about a 5 hour drive from Cincinnati. I've had worse. Although now I get scared to talk to him because I don't know if I'm interrupting anything or being a burden. I feel like a burden. I know we need to talk to make this work, but I just feel like he really doesn't want to talk to me. It could be me being just a stupid girl or he really doesn't want to talk to me. He says he likes me and that's why he wanted to try. I just don't know. I hope I can get money together soon to go see him. I might find some things to sell or something until I can find a job. I miss him already and I want to tell him cute things, but I just feel like he doesn't want to hear them. So here I sit....and wait...and ponder.
I have a wedding to go to in June. Hopefully I can still go.
I should work on a new set.
I can't believe my freshmen year is over already.
Picture by Bruce.
I thought I had more to say, but I guess not.
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viking:
i knew a couple who spoke to each other every day, and now theyre engaged. they were on the other side of the world from each other. on the other hand, i only felt the need to talk to my ex every 5 days or so. then again, he is my ex. my current boy probably couldnt deal with more than a few days. it all depends on the person. talk to him. see how often you need to talk. hope everything works out!
meow:
Congrats on finishing your first year of school. Does this mean you can come to Havana next week?
