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So I woke up today with 2 messages on my answering machine. They were from my roommate!! She called twice because in the first one she forgot to give me her number. On the machine she sounded like one of those really extremely happy people that you just want to punch in the face.

I made that joke to a friend of mine and he flew off the handle. He called me ignorant and said I couldn't hate everyone. I told him before he starts calling me names and telling me what to do with my life he should take his head out of his ass and look at the way HE lives. I'm not going to have a guy that gets drunk every night to numb the pain of not being married at age 23 telling me how to run my life and call me names. Sorry to disappoint you.

Anyway so I call her back at 6:30 because that's what time she gets off work. We decided who was going to bring what and got to know each other better. She's from Lexington and her mom teaches at the school we are attending. Plus she works at a bakery AND as a tutor with math and science. Boy did I luck out Math and science are my worst subjects.

She seems really nice. I'm looking forward to actually meeting her. I didn't tell her about SG. I figured I'd wait until we know each other a little better. Somehow I don't think the whole "Oh hey by the way I pose naked " would have gone over too well just yet. It's not like I can keep it hidden for long anyway. The dorm Is so small and you know I'm going to put SG stuff all over Hopefully she won't freak out. Sigh.

Did anyone know that Jolly Rancher now makes soda?! I never saw/heard of it before. I saw it at the grocery store today and bought one of the green apple ones. I wish I would have bought the whole stock. I think I'll get the watermelon kind tomorrow. That stuff is fuckin' good.

I tried making a facebook today. I spent 5 minutes on it and got frustrated so I deleted it. Patience is a virtue that I lack.

I have a physical tomorrow with the doctor that accused me of walking because I thought I was fat. Thanks for letting me know how I think about myself. Anything else you wanna clue me in on? Then he told my mom I said I hated life and wanted to die. Excuse me what?! Wait hold on. Why is he aware of what I say and I'm not. IT'S SO UNFAIR!!! My new doctor's office was so backed up that I wouldn't have been able to get my physical until next month. Seeing as how I need to get it done before I move down to Lexington that wouldn't work. So I guess I'll just have to grit my teeth and sit on my hands so I don't strangle him. Grumble.

One month from today I go out on my own. I'm nervous but excited. I'm not going to lie. I'm really going to miss my mom. She's my best friend. I've always been a 10 minute drive from my grandparents' house. They've done so much for me. We're a very close family. At least I'll only be an hour away. Not far at all. It still won't be the same though. I have a rough road ahead of me, but an exciting road at that. *Hands everyone a tissue*

Touching wasn't it? Okay I'm done being all sentimental. I just meant to update you guys. I guess I had more to say than I thought Have a good day everyone!