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Here I sit smoking a cig, ruminating on all the bullshit I've been fed my whole life.
God, Bah
Heaven, Pshaw!
All we've got is hell and we're living in it!
I spent all of my time growing up trying to please a mythological god.
in some ways i think I still do.
I feel like I'm trapped in prison with the only hope of...
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gweggums:
Sorry to hear that.....I know how overwhelming those feelings can be( I went through 12 years of Catholic schooling) and have been chronically depressed since I was 12....hold in there....something(one) will come along and bring out the happy inside.....
kengineer:
A Good Boy wouldn't think those terrible thoughts. God will punish you for thinking them.

Oh, wait . . .

I mean, sorry to hear you are having such a rough time of it. Were I to send you some advice, I might suggest you try a heavy dose of romantic comedy DVDs and an honest conversation with your doctor. All I can say is, I have enjoyed your company in the past and I hold out hope that you can hold your own company in similar high regard in the future.

Wow. Suddenly I'm Captain Big Words.

I won't bother praying for you. But you are in my thoughts, which is the kengineer functional equivalent.
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I Drempt I got a new toy.
It was called a jackintheapple.
It looked like an ordinary golden apple, but when you tried to bite it out popped a clown with a sledgehammer.
it kinda reminded me of the trojan horse.
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I will not play at tug o' war.
I'd rather play at hug o' war,
Where everyone hugs
Instead of tugs,
Where everyone giggles
And rolls on the rug,
Where everyone kisses,
And everyone grins,
And everyone cuddles,
And everyone wins.
-shel silverstein
beledi:
Good old Shel.

I like your profile picture. biggrin
yumchen:
I love Shel love
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kiss
shicawgo:
I hate the word silly. :o) I do however like the word disingenuous.
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I love lust.
It is such a great teacher.
those that preach against it seek to steal your power.
fight to keep lust in your heart and you will always keep your head.
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Everybody dies, you may as well make the best of every moment.
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I believe in true love.
I don't know who mine is yet.
I'm going to have fun looking for good ones.
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MUsic: "I write the songs" -Barry Manilow

Mood: Patient

"you are now free to move about the cabin"

Every beggining tightrope walker needs a net.

Suicide girls has been great for that.

I like secret crushes.

my not so secret crushes include,

Siren, and another that already knows she has my heart.
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anyone that figures out my secret had better not tell.

It ruins the joke.
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