it's been a not so good couple weeks. to have one person on my friends list leave SG, & two that are sad. to never meet these & to never meet these people but still take an interest in what they do & what's going on with them. i'm not a wise man, i just have thoughts. i,i,i,i, i, don't know
. yes they take their clothes off, but i goes beyond that. the community i enjoy.

I'm really torn up over seeing my best friend in so much pain and only being able to ease it so much. I wish I could just take it all away from her but I know that's impossible and that I don't need to place that burden upon myself either. It's also so hard for me because I'm reliving the loss of my father all over again, the crazy mixed emotions called mourning I've dealt with my whole life.
My mother, my boyfriend, and my good friends (including my friend going through the loss) and the people I value most on SG have all been here for me and have been helping me through this, you being included in that count and I'm so appreciative.
Thank you so much, you're comment meant the world to me.